Monday, October 23, 2006

Tristan, Month 4 Newsletter

Dear Tristan,
Wow! This last month flew by so quickly that I forgot to post your newsletter! This last month has been a little hard, I have to admit. I have felt a little tired and rundown, some days I have felt guilty that I am not as energetic as I feel I should be for you... I hope you forgive me, I'm still new to this mom thing and I had no idea that entertaining a little baby all day would be so exhausting.



At least you sleep... you used to go to bed promptly at 8pm... now it's more like 10pm when you finally decide to completely exhaust yourself and collapse. But you do nap, and for that I am extremely thankful. I had to remind myself tonight as I again tried to nurse you to sleep that these are the moments to treasure. Some day down the road, you will be embarrased to acknowledge that I exist in public, but for now, I am your first love, and for that I am so grateful.



You have changed so much this last month! You are so strong and you've gotten pretty good at attemtpting to sit on your own. You love to play on your belly on the floor, and you have gotten so good at grasping objects in front of you.



I have noticed such a change in your looks this month. I still see glimmers of you as a newborn, but already I can see glimpses into what you will look like as a man. You look so much like your Grandpa! Sometimes I look at you and it just brings me to tears because I look into your eyes and I see him. You have no idea how much it means to me to see that. I hope that someday you will ask me, "Tell me about Grandpa" and I will. I will tell you about how strong he was, and how he could charm anyone in the room... and I will tell you how proud he would be of his grandson, because let me tell you, he would have loved to see you!



When people used to tell me how much I would love you, I would shrug it off. Of course I would love you! But I didn't understand.... this month it has been overwhelming. You are my soul, my light. On the days when I feel tired like I wish I didn't have to get out of bed, all I have to do is gaze at you sleeping in your crib and I think, "How did I get so lucky?"

Years from now, when you've left home and start a family of your own, I will look back on this month and remember that this is the month that I truly fell in love.

Love,
Momma
xoxoxoxoxox

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4 Comments:

At 5:19 p.m., Blogger Sagesse said...

What a cuty!!!

 
At 11:20 a.m., Blogger WolfHeart RavenHorse said...

Wow! He is just precious!!! :)

 
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